I can’t cope

[tyme]

You don't have to pay @Captain24 . You just answer the 20 questions and a bird pops up and gives you a percentage. I reckon you are an owl.

What's your next guess for me?

@EternalFlower , sorry to hear you find the mod emails stressful. Happy to work on making them less stressful with you if it helps.

[EternalFlower]

Hi @tyme i blocked them ages ago.

[EternalFlower]

@Captain24 that sounds pleasant actually

I miss my apartment in the city

When i got unwell suddenly I moved house and I find it really nosy here

I lost everything in some ways with that move. Don't trust myself anymore to make decisions..my ndis worker told me it'd be a simple move the more I gave away. She had groomed me in a way to trust her. I lost all my furniture and ended up homeless.

Then I had no dr because my dr couldn't handle the trauma. After which I was stuck with no care for months and a lot of pressure to start new trratments. I felt so alone. It was so scary opening up to others as no one aeemed on mh side.

Now I dont like being at home. Feels like a cage and not a home.

[tyme]

If that helps @EternalFlower . I know this probably doesn't apply to you, but I just need to let you know that if we have a safety concern, we will email and if we don't hear back, we are obliged to escalate to emergency services. You can read this here: https://saneforums.org/t5/help/faqpage/title/community-guidelines

At the same time, I totally respect your descision.

[EternalFlower]

@tyme no worries with me..its worth it not to get the emails. I found the emails very destabilising and am really happy without them. Call whoever u like, fine with me. Thanks.

[tyme]

All good @EternalFlower 

[EternalFlower]

@tyme ive had quite a few safety concerns including outlining in an email how and where I intended to engage in hurting myself. I never had such a call. So I think its not a worry really. 

[EternalFlower]

@Captain24 i got a mix of owl and dove. I am very risk averse but friendly. I am also always wanting to be contained in a safe place, but i value relationships and social interaction. i love my three friends.

i'm here with my tea but failed to put your honey in it. Hard to get much down

I took some medication as the psych triage said it was okay. The woman was Jewish and told me about a Kosher Deli where I could get good chicken soup. I'm looking forward to getting some.

[Jynx]

@Captain24 I get it hun, I really do. The beliefs, behaviours, viewpoints, and narratives of our parents - they run deep. We learn their way of being in the world not just in our minds but in our bodies. Re-teaching ourselves a new way of thinking is hard work.

So yes, use those training wheels as long as you need em! 

Aww that's really cute, and so special!! Are you fond of rabbits? 

I know right hahaha thought I imagine I'll literally crash and sleep all of Tuesday/Wednesday 😅

[Captain24]

Pixie nearly died @Jynx 😢