I can’t cope

[AuntGlow]

Aww, are they letting you have cuddles or are they being cheeky? Ooh, speaking of! I thought about buying this for myself after our conversation: Sunnie the Sloth Weighted Animal – Pulse of Potential  

@Jynx do you have one??

Hmm, what do you imagine might help to alleviate some of this discomfort?

You're not needy at all! @Captain24 💛

[Captain24]

I’m sorry @Jynx. I don’t know what has happened. I’ve never felt anything like this before. I was feeling it a little with you and @tyme the other day but not to this level. 

What I need is to feel connected and wanted. But that makes me needy. 

Jett won’t eat his dinner. They both just had a little bit of steak. Pix is asking for a treat but with all the shit she is going to have tomorrow she doesn’t need one. Plus mum is giving her a bone instead of an extra toy so she will have that too. 

[Captain24]

They’re being annoying now. @AuntGlow. Jett won’t eat and Pix wants a treat. She just had some steak. 

I have my Dino. A sloth probably would have been better but the Dino was green and cute. 

I don’t know what will alleviate the pain but I need connection and being wanted. 

[AuntGlow]

Whaaaat?! Pix is eating like a queen over here! @Captain24 

It's whatever works for you. 🦖💛

Connection and being wanted, yes. So, so valid. What kind of things help you to feel this way?

[tyme]

Ello ello @Captain24 🙂 

Steak for the dogs?

[Captain24]

They are looked after! @AuntGlow. It was just bits off my steak.

I don’t know what will help. I’m scared to reach out incase I’m right and everyone wants to leave. It will destroy me and I can’t take it. 

[Captain24]

Hey @tyme 

It was just off cuts off my steak. Jett won’t eat his proper dinner though.

[tyme]

I guess his tummy is only tiny @Captain24 . He might eat later 🙂 

Kiddos on holidays... niece in my bed!!! Arghhhh!

I'm sitting here looking at my house. I've got so much ironing to do!

[Captain24]

He will be sick in the morning because he didn’t eat! @tyme 

I thought she was sick. I guess she is feeling better. Does that mean you’ll have her for the while 2 weeks? 

Aarrgghh ironing! It’s something that never goes away! I did start it this morning but gave up! 

Any antics from the littlest? 

[Jynx]

@Captain24 

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@Captain24 wrote:

I don’t know what will help. I’m scared to reach out incase I’m right and everyone wants to leave. It will destroy me and I can’t take it. 

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Can I just point out.... you are reaching out right now! And we've all agreed that you are very wanted here hun.

You took a risk in being open about what you're feeling vulnerable about right now. I hope our words sink in and you are able to take on board what we've said tonight, about you being a valued member of the community who deserves to be here, connecting with folks, as much as anyone 💜

Spoilt lil hounds haha, good!! My kitties get an abundance of treats too, teehee