Night Shift

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am up now. not sure what I am doing. ok online solitaire lol @plasmo 

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i keep looking at the plants and saying next week when new stock comes in. i;ve mostly got the bed ready, just stuck on other diy stuff. it's hard to change gears between them cos so much ruminating involved.

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re ruminating, i havent even got stuff to do garden bed yet after 12mths @plasmo  lol

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i used to be way more into it, just doung other stuff these days. gotta put the cow manure and blood and bone in. i've nicked some leafy bits off my neighbours, i'm too slack even to compost properly

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Done nothing here @plasmo  hardware shop has force field around it re garden implements

Ok watered plants  . Least I could do

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yeh still trying to finish this project, annoying me a bit

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if I got annoyed about everything never followed thru with woudl explode @plasmo  lol ok sometimes I do ha ha

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yeh i;m trying to get on top of that, just be in the moment and enjoy it more even if it's hacking me off.

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Lowering expectations maybe

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yeah doing this new thing, maybe it's mindfulness, but i observe the situation and try and be more aware of it.

like when i'm trying to buy one thing at bunno's.. and someone ahead of me is buying 20 different door hinges and querying everything, so aware of it instead of thinking oh ffs