Morning Check-In

[TAB]

@tyme  I did the same thing with Tab thread, ie just giving up and making a new one.. it works for a day or 2 then becomes same as the rest of the site

[avant-garde]

Sleep it feels so distant

I miss @Dreamy 

I miss my stitch buddy 

[MissinTooth]

It's 1.30 am, and I've been awake for an hour or so. I had a strange dream and I can't seem to stop my brain tonight. 

I know this is last Wednesday's but I'm still going to give it a go, because it's familiar and easy and quick to reach for. 

3 things I can see...

- the blurry words and letters on the screen (blurry because I don't have my specs on)

- the various shades of grey in the room, illuminated only by the light from my phone screen. 

- my thumbs - also illuminated by my phone screen. 

3 things I can hear

- Luna sleep breathing through her nose beside me and lip licking at random times.

- A dog barking in the distance - it has a deep bark and sounds like a big dog.

- the whirr of the fridge in the background. 

3 things I just moved

- blinked my dry, sleepless eyes

- moved my big toe in my socks 

- scratched my nose. 

[Sparky79]

[Dreamy]

Hello my sweet @avant-garde, I've missed you so much ❤️.

[avant-garde]

@Dreamy!!!!!!!!!!

[Dreamy]

@avant-garde how are you going beautiful?

[avant-garde]

@Dreamy 

I'm sleepy and emotionally depleted from triggering sermons yesterday that I shouldn't have stayed for. 

I'm keen for therapy today and wish my church would get their act together when it comes to supporting me. 

As soon as I stop playing my audio book the screaming in my head starts again

[Dreamy]

@avant-garde oh my sweet that sounds so rough. I hope the therapy helps you today.

Know that I'm here for you, sending you gentle hugs ❤️

[Dreamy]

Hello my sweet @avant-garde, thinking of you ❤️