Something’s not right
I can hear your despair here @Snowie and it very much feels like a goodbye. That is of course a concern. Please know you do not need to worry about supporting anyone Hon - we are here for you not because we feel we have to but solely because we want to. You are in the darkest place possible right now and everything feels hopeless but that is exactly why our support is here for you - to be even a glimmer of light shining your way to hold you up. We care for you very much and will continue to sit here with you - you matter Hon - to so many. So do what you have to do right now to hold on and lean on us through that - here for you and wanting to be 
@Snowie I hope you are resting or even better sleeping right now Hon. It has been a very big day for you and that takes it's toll on us both physically and mentally. It can not be underestimated just how draining days like this can be and what a massive effect it has on our state of mind. Very much understanding that Snowie and feeling for where you are tonight. This pain will pass even though it doesn't feel like it right now and in the meantime lean on us here. Whenever you get this message know that you are very much thought about and needed here because you not only matter to us but your experiences also help others feel less alone. There is no doubt that what you are enduring right now is extremely hard so reach out to all the supports you have and let them/us help you through. Sending you so much love tonight - and always sweet Snowie - this life is so much better with you in it
