I can’t cope

[Captain24]

I don’t know what will make me feel safer. But that’s my problem. @AuntGlow. I won’t mention it again. I’m sorry for saying it. 

It did make it real. I just wanted to give context and understanding of why I react the way I do. But I won’t react anymore. I’ll just keep it simple. 

It’s ok.. I know you are busy and I honestly don’t expect to hear from you. I don’t want you to think I’m pressuring you. I’m trying to do the opposite. I’m sorry you have misread that. 

[Bow]

Hmm I didn’t at any point say I was offended @Captain24  merely reminding you and pointing out to you that you deserve support just as much as anyone else here and that you do get plenty of that support here. 

but whatever take it as you will 

[tyme]

Heya @Captain24 ,

Sorry so late. I'm getting there.. running running running to get through to all the 200+ notifications!

[Captain24]

Hey @tyme 

It’s ok. I know you are busy. 

How are you? How are you getting on with your sister? 

[tyme]

Heya @Captain24 

Sorry so late - again!

Things are fine with my sis. The in laws are leaving soon. I think the 14th? Woohoo!

Today has been so hectic with work! I want to stay up all night working to be honest lol. 

Sorry I have not been able to catch up on your other posts yet. I'll get there!

[Captain24]

It’s ok @tyme

It doesn’t matter. 

Im glad all is good and that they are going soon. 

[Captain24]

I called for help @tyme. It wasn’t much use but I tried. 

I know you won’t see this but I felt the need to tell someone. 

[Captain24]

Sorry @Bow. I had just come out of my support group and it was hard. It talked about everything I have shared in the last couple of days and I was feeling really down, overwhelmed and fragile. I know that’s no excuse. 

I was worried that I have offended you by talking about my childhood and being distraught about it when yours was much more difficult. 

Thank you for saying o deserve as much support as anyone else. I appreciate that it’s just times that I don’t feel I do. 

I do get support from a couple of them and I really appreciate that. I get that that doesn’t happen for everyone but as I’m guessing you do, others get way more and that’s ok with me. 

Im sorry after everything you went through on here that you feel you aren’t as supported now. I can see where you are coming from. I really can. 

Im sorry that I took everything the wrong way. Turns out im good at something as I’m taking everything the wrong way! 

Sorry

[Captain24]