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[MDT]

@Lonelyhart

Hope you are doing okay.

Take care of you 🙂

[MDT]

Good onya for tagging @Shaz51

[frog]

Hey @Lonelyhart welcome!

I know the experience of feeling invisible.

The forum has helped me connect to people here and then build a bit of confidence in the outside world. 

I like gardening too. It's absorbing for me, and I like being outside. We have a forum community garden. I'll tag you in case you haven't already found it.

Anyway, just wanted to say I read your posts and appreciate how difficult it can be feeling isolated/invisible. Take care.

[Adge]

Hi @Lonelyhart I live alone too (past 9 years), not by choice.

Separated for 9 years.

I'm sorry to hear that you feel largely invisible to other people - I know that feeling very well, unfortunately.

The only time (mostly) that I do not seem invisible to others - is when I stuff up (eg at work), or when people do not like what I'm doing (or how I'm doing it).

Then I am suddenly very visible, for the wrong reasons....

I'm too tired tonight to say much - just wanted to say hello, & hope you find helpful connections here.

Adge

[greenpea]

@Lonelyhart  Hey Lonelyhart am online now for a coupe of hours before I go for my walk. Hopefully you are asleep. If not and you are awake and want to talk I am here. Love greenpea ps: dont forget to use the @ in front of peoples names so that they can see you messages.

[Lonelyhart]

Hi @greenpea I'm ok now thank yo I'm trying to stay positive and focused ,but my head is like a rollercoaster ride inside. Its 12.20 PM here and I lay in bed total darkness and it's like a projector screen of all my faults and failures lights up the room🙁.I honestly have never felt so helpless to my own life...:face_with_rolling_eyes:

[greenpea]

@Lonelyhart  Hey Lonelyhart can you get up and make yourself a cup of tea? turn on some soft music and distract yourself for awhile.It will be ok once you have reached rock bottom the only way is up my friend.

[Lonelyhart]

@greenpea I only have coffee hehe I dont think I need that lol..but I will try some music and meditation. 😉

[greenpea]

@Lonelyhart Lolz I only have coffee too :D. Am on second cup. Need it before I go for a walk 🙂

[greenpea]

@Lonelyhart  am going for my walk soon. Talk later. Take care.greenpeax